Annonymous

beautyintruth @ 2004-04-23T19:11:00

2004-04-23T23:12:12Z

Which Jewel song are you most like? Find out!

NO ONE LIKES YOU! NO ONE!

2004-02-25T01:03:23Z

10. [-]I don't know where I'm going to college.
9. [-]I need a new cell phone but can't afford 1.
8. [-]This week sucks so far.
7. [-]I might be the only 1 not excited for Sr. Trip yet.
6. [-]I wish I was in shape.
5. [+]Rita's opens in a week.
4. [+]Jamie stole me a Celtic CD from her teacher.
3. [+]Subway today with Sue.
2. [+]Jamie wants to do Yoga.. [-]I probably can't afford it.
1. [+]Partying this weekend.

No One Likes You! No One!! Get Over It.</big>

Happy Birthday Kyle!

I'm being cruel.

2004-02-22T20:29:46Z

Friday was a really bad day. No comment. Friday night was the JWOW show.

Saturday, Chris woke me up (a little) early and we watched a movie. That night was another JWOW show at Bruce. I got to see Dave, haven't seen him in a while. Saturday was a better day.

Today me and my mom went to look at a house for sale. First we thought it was this white-trash-central house where a couch on the front porch and a beater in the front lawn was a prerequeset.. but that was the wrong house.

It turned out to be pretty nice and it had a pond and horses. I'd have to wear cowboy hats and spurs though.

Steph came home but I missed her. I miss my Steph.

Today's Beth's 18th. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIZABETH!

He'll disappoint you.. if you see through his perfect smile.

2004-02-21T03:42:38Z

I hate this day. I hate everything about this day.

February 20.. you no longer exist to me.
I <3 Tears for Fears

beautyintruth @ 2004-02-16T18:03:00

2004-02-16T23:15:09Z

So I went to visit Eastern today and saw Rich. It was weird cause he was sitting in the cafeteria at the table right next to mine and I didn't realize it was him until I saw the side of his head. He warned me on which professors to stay away from.

The campus there is really nice. The buildings are stone and old looking and there are trees everywhere. The dorms are so much nicer than I was expecting and now I'm not worried about not living at home.

I met this girl who sat in front of me during Praise and Worship with the coolest name.. it was Mikayla. But you have to pronouce it right to make it sound cool. It has an emphasis in the beginning like.. MIK[E]ayla. I'm not sure if she's a junior or senior in highschool though.

Steph was there. We just laughed at each other whenever we passed each other on the tour. I tried looking for her before I left but I couldn't find her.

Then me and Sue got the urge for begals and to look around her college. ROWANNN. Sue's gonna be a Rowanian. How gangster is that. We pointed out all the people she'd be friends with next year.

beautyintruth @ 2004-02-16T17:11:00

2004-02-16T22:14:14Z

that picture of me makes me look like a clown. but i got the skin color about right.

beautyintruth @ 2004-02-15T18:19:00

2004-02-15T23:24:16Z

I need OneADay for my short-term memory loss.

Or write everything I do down, like in Momento.

beautyintruth @ 2004-02-08T14:12:00

2004-02-08T19:14:54Z

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Geek
Your Favorite Band/Song	Birthday Massacre - Over
You Like To Read:	The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:	Nose-picking
Everyone Thinks You Are:	The coolest person in history
You Were Conceived:	In a record shop
You Will Marry:	The kid next door

Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Fields of butteflies, reality escapes her.

2004-02-08T16:53:39Z

Friday night I went out to dinner with Sue and Jamie and saw Kevins. Jamie thought it was good.. nah. Then we went to Tunes, went seperate ways.. watched tv.

Saturday, went on a date to the Promanade and had really good lunch. Came home and layed around a little.. went out with my mom. Then I called the always-wonderful Steph Durant. We went to DD, saw Polo, Jeff, and Chuck. We had nothin to do after that so we tried to look at tattoos but that didn't work. so we went to Target.

It was a really weird night. Polo told us to stop at the bowling alley if we were bored so we did. As soon as we walked in, I saw like 1 person I knew at like every lane. Saw Ang and her friends.. and these people I haven't seen in like 2 years, but I didn't talk to them. Then I went to the first lane and my entire graduating class was there. It was cool though. I got to talk to Andrew about our arts and crafts haha, we're awesome.

I got stuff to do. No I don't.

beautyintruth @ 2004-02-02T18:09:00

2004-02-02T23:13:26Z

I never have anything to update with.. so I don't think I'm going to. These things suck. Im out.

you. <3

Its such a fragile thing.. that we have.

2004-02-02T04:18:48Z

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The beauty in her seethrough skin is starting to wear thin.

2004-01-31T18:36:23Z

Monday was a snow day.
Wednesday we had a delayed opening.

Thursday we went to Chuck E Cheese for John's birthday. Now that I think about it, that place is a little scary but it was fun.

This morning me and Jamie were supposed to go get trained at the shelter but I couldn't wake up so we're gonna do it next weekend. I have to clean the offices today or somethin and do laundry so I'm out.

<3

Camera Obscura - Books Written For Girls

2004-01-28T04:09:08Z

You can compliment me on the style of my hair.
Give me marks out of ten for the clothes I wear.
You probably thought I had more upstairs.
I disappoint you, I an see through your perfect smile.

He likes to read books written for girls.
Prides himself on being a man of the world.
It's in the darkest places he gets his thrills.
He will disappoint you, if you see through his perfect smile.

I think separation is okay..
You're no star to guide me anyway.
You only wanted me to play the fool.
..Play by your rule.

Now my door has swollen from the rain.
God knows we'll never see her face again.
People get shattered in many ways.
They can disappoint you if you see their perfect smiles.

I think separation is okay..
You're not star to guide me anyway.
You only wanted me to play the fool.
..Play by your rule.

Stolen from Alyssa... and waiting for Chris to shovel.

2004-01-26T18:19:02Z

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beautyintruth @ 2004-01-22T21:49:00

2004-01-23T02:53:23Z

-update-

New Top 5:

5. Being old
4. Crochette Lessons
3. My pinmaker
2. Checker's fries
1. Camera Obscura

beautyintruth @ 2004-01-21T20:14:00

2004-01-22T01:35:11Z

Nothing to update with so I'm trying this..

Eh, whatever.

beautyintruth @ 2004-01-18T16:25:00

2004-01-18T21:34:37Z

I just got JWOW's image.. so I'll be making some pins either later tonight or tomorrow.

Give me business, let me make you pins! Now.
[small fee required]

I got Checkers for the first time ever last night, I'm in love.
My parents are having people over for "the game". I want out.
Its hailing/raining/snowing.. I wanna go to bed.

[TopFive:]

5. OnDemand.
4. BS/GHLA
3. Checkers.
2. Stephanie and Jamie.
1. Cards and Port City.

Tell me you love me just the same..

2004-01-14T22:01:56Z

+GHLA/BS today.
+Wrestling tonight.
+Crap yesterday.
-Snow tonigt.
-Crap tomorrow.
+Crap this weekend.

One of my friends thinks I said something to someone else. That kinda sucks cause I didn't. I hope she knows that I've never told anyone. Her choice to beleive me, but I've never lied to her before.

I need sleep but I don't have time to get any so whatever. I'm gone.

beautyintruth @ 2004-01-13T17:02:00

2004-01-13T22:18:17Z

Cellar Door

I want so badly to believe that there is truth in love this real.

2004-01-11T19:08:27Z

Oh you-

Today me and Kyle went to The Word. Its cute there, they have coffe and donuts/bagels for you when you walk in, and its like friendly there. Its not too big. I liked it.

Friday we did the scavenger hunt, that was pretty funny. Saturday I hung out with Jamie all day then we met Chris at my house, watched Dane and went to Pauls and made s'mores. Kyle was there too. Funness.

Today I went to Jamie's, that was kinda humerous. Oh Dixon. But now I'm going out with my mom.

Peace out.. um, yo.

"What do they pave those things with, you know its not concrete.."

2004-01-10T04:47:32Z

This whole weeks been pretty awesome:

1. Wrestling
2. GHLA/BS Wednesdays
3. Movie night/Hawaiian Pizza
4. Bunker Hill Vigil
5. Scavenger Hunt
6. Hymay Time
7. Starbucks
8. Verizon Jeff fixing my phone
9. "Its a freaking light bulb!"
10. Shrimp and Acne Medicine
11. Cocaine in the bathroom
12. Vollyball
13. Jess and Karen in the mall

I've been up since 4:20 am.. I'm goin to bed.

I've always liked this song..

2004-01-09T23:19:49Z

And now I'm all alone again, nowhere to turn, no one to go to
Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to
And now the night is near, now I can make-believe he's here.

Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybody else is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy with the company I'm keeping
The city goes to bed, and I can live inside my head...

On my own, pretending he's beside me
All alone, I walk with him 'til morning
Without him, I feel his arms around me
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes and he has found me.

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever.

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us.

I love him, but when the night is over
He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare, and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I love him, but everyday I'm learning
All my life I've only been pretending
Without me, his world will go on turning
A world that's full of happiness that I have never known.

She's got her jaw locked down in a smile.

2004-01-08T04:21:39Z

I was going to update cause I was in a good mood. But now I'm just blah.

Thanks for Carrie Jamie and Joe for a fun afternoon..
and thanks to Chris, Paul, Jamie, and Steph for a fun night and hawaiian pizza.

<3<3<3

The beauty in her see-through skin..

2004-01-06T19:54:14Z

I hate Hitler and his communists at Volkswagon.

I want soup and I need a haircut.
and a new cellphone.

I hate it when..

2004-01-04T21:21:04Z

Nothing of mine works.

My car doesn't work.
My computer doesn't work.
My cell phone doesn't work.

I hate technology and I hate journals.

I found out a lot about people this weekend. I was a lot happpier not knowing too. Its just more stuff that I have to worry about. I would love to know what makes them feel like they can't tell me these things, or they have to hide them from me. What's wrong..why can't people talk to me?

I'm going back to bed.